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Do you know what kind of ship that can’t sink? A Friendship!

That is not true, not even remotely close to being true, but it sounds good, and I guess that is why people use it. It’s a nice thought, the thought of your friendships lasting forever. It is very soothing. Some friendships come to an end, either it’s mutual and a part of the evolution of the friendship, or it’s a bitter ending, with fighting and lies. And some friendships last. Maybe your not best friends as you used to be, but you still talk and hang out from time to time. The evolution of friendships is not a bad thing, it’s a thing that just happens, but it can be hard to accept the change, that is happening. I have met many people, some I still talk to and others I don’t even remember, some became my friends, and others became people I used to know. 

The only really sad thing about the evolution of friendships, is the loss you can feel, if the friendship ended, or evolved into something less than it was. That feeling where you think back to all the good memories and fun times you had together. That feeling of, you knowing that you will never have that with the same person again.

Bros before hoes & Chicks before dicks… Common ‘quotes’ in our society, but do we really mean it? In the history of man, when has anyone ever chosen their friends before their significant other?  I think, Never. And that is very understandable, and that is, i guess, how it is suppose to be. That significant other becomes your family, the start of something new. If your friends can’t keep up, they have to go in their own past, and find their own road to follow. 

I don’t know why I felt like writing this. I guess I wanted to write something important, and this is what I ended up with. Rubbish about friendships and chicks before dicks. Subject I know nothing more about, than you do.

I went to paris for about 3 days with my class, and boy, is Paris beautiful! Crossing the Seine river in the evening, and then looking to the left and seening the Eiffel tower fully light, that was amazing! I am going to put up some pictures from the trip, at one point, but right now i have to start reading ‘The Graduate’ for school tomorrow. 

I hope, that i one day will return to Paris, and see all the things that I missed. 

Hvorfor spejle sig i andre, når deres spejlbilled kan være ligeså forvrænget, som ens eget.

I haven’t been tumblering for a while, I don’t know, I just grew a bit tired of it I guess. Since last time i passed my drivers licences test, became an aunt and I’ve got a fish :) It’s all been good :) It’s funny how your life seem unique, when in the big picture your life is just as everybody elses life is. I’m not the first person on the planet to pass my drivers licences test and im certanly not the last! But when i passed that test i feelt like i did something extraordinary, something special! Becoming an aunt is one of the biggest things i have experienced, and im so glad i got to experience it! :) Im going to Paris soon! Bonjour Pari, mon ami! … I Kinda lost track of this post! There is no read string in all of this, just me writting stuff that comes into my mind, so it’s all a mess ;) Im gonna go to bed, monday morning is waiting for me ! Goodnight world :) 

… But here is one more! Tomorrow I have to go to my 3rd drivers licenses test, and I’m not nervous and I’m not excited. I really don’t want to do it… I have lost the urge to get my drivers licences. I will probably be nervous tomorrow, but right now I just feel kind of numb, if that makes any sense? Every time I’ve failed, it was a small failer, and I’m not sure how many more failures I can take? I don’t want to disappoint anybody by failing, and I really don’t want to disappoint myself by failing. I have gone to the conclusion that no matter what happens, it’s not the end of the world, but I still have that thought in the back of my head that i might not be compatible with cars and driving. My mum said that everybody in the end gets their drivers licence, but what if I’m the first not to? What if I have to go trough this for another year, and by then just give up? I don’t know if that is going to happen, but I don’t know either that it’s not going to happen. My parents don’t really get it, but I’m not used to this. I have never failed in any of my classes in school, and I have never failed like this before, so I feel really lousy.

This is one big luxury problem, I know. People are starving to death everyday, and here I am worrying about failing/passing my drivers licences test, but on this blog I feel like i can write what ever is on my mind, ‘cause nobody reads this, but it still gives you the feeling that you got something of your chest. I don’t need anybody to read this, I just need to write this, for nobody else then myself. 

I had a great new year! I got a bit drunk, and that resultet in there not being one good picture of me, so I cant even say i started the year looking hot or anything ;) The party I was at was super fun and it was really nice to celebrate with my friends :D Just before the clocked turned 00:00 you have to stand on something, so you can jump into the new year. I stood on Emmies couche, and when the clock hit 00:00 i jumped and landed on my ass! I really dont hope that’s how my year is going to go, but you never know! I have some serious battle wounds, especially on my knees, so i started the year on my drunk ass and with bruises all over, there is no way better to start a fresh year ;)